Week Three;; Ties. Boys. Blushing.

Mood: um....EEEEEEEEP! -girly squeal-
Listening to: Ponyo, the movie, playing in the background.

So Imma skip all the way to theatre arts class, my seventh period. Today I had decided to wear this Abbey Dawn shirt with a little vest and tie, because I thought it was picture day. Turns out it wasnt, oh well. So I took the tie off after P.E. and left the vest unbuttoned. I sat down in theatre arts and right behind me walks in Tyler, looking as hot as ever. He sits down across the room and looks over at me and says, "Hey where's your tie?" And I just now realised that he had been paying THAT much attention to notice something from several classes earlier as small as a clip-on tie. "It's in my bag," I say. "Why aren't you wearing it?" I shrugged and said, "I didnt want to wear anymore." So he asks if he can wear it for the class and I said, "Sure," and gave it to him. At the end of class I got up from my seat and he walks up to me and says, "Hey, Britney, you want this back?" And I nodded. He couldnt undo the tie clip so I had to wrap my arms around his neck and undo the tie for him. I swear to God all the blood in my body rushed to my cheeks. I thanked him and smiled and he smiled back.

And thus, my day was made.

I want him to hurry up and ask me out or something. Like, "Dude, make your move before some other guy does!" Not that any other guy ('cept Rob, or Layne) would make a move.

Oh, speaking of Layne. The jerk asks me to Homecoming and then dumps me without considering my feelings because he got a girlfriend. And he didnt even think to consider the thought of me and him. Just him and her.
Which pisses me off because I hate being rejected.
And Tacoma thinks I'm ugly. Oh well, screw him. When I walked into science he was staring at me so I looked at him and said, "Stop staring at me, you big creep!" And then proceeded to sit down.

So the part of the day before 7th period, was completely suckish. But otherwise, fantastic. Tray even tried to impress me with the paper airplane he made in english. When he won the little flight competition he walked up to me and was like, "That was freaking awesome, right, Britney? And you think Garrett'll bring some pens tomorrow?" We both laughed.
See it's funny because this Garrett kid comes to 8th period and just sits there and sharpens his stupid pencil. And its flipping annoying. So today the teacher was telling him he has to bring pens or mechanical pencils from now on. And he put his pencil sharpener on the floor beside him. Out of the corner of my eye I see him slowly reach down to grab it in the last part of class so I turned to him very quickly and said, "Touch the sharpener, and our hand is going to get chopped off." And Tray burst out laughing. He's such a cutie too.

:333 I lubb boys.

Cousins.

Mood: A little pissed.
Listening to: Animal by Neon Trees.

My cousins are annoying.
Done, and done. -_-

I Hope Your Happy Now

Mood: Throat Ripping worthy....
Listening to: DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love- Usher ft. Pitbull

Listen, Layne. I'm your friend. I always will be. But you are going to ruin this whole thing if you keep trying to convince me to go to homecoming with you without even technically asking but just simply suggestiing I attend the game with you. I'm sorry, but the only person I would really truly like to go with is Tyler. Understand? No. Of course. Otherwise your persistant texting wouldve STOPPED.

Okay so tuesday was fine. Wednesday, too. Thursday fantastic. Friday, the best.
Friday; My Leadiship and Theather Arts teacher had us do this thing where we take five things from home that has to do with what our hobbies are and the kind of person we are. I took: My ipod, Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment, my grandma's ring, a drawing of mine, and last my Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess game case. Umm, when I was explaining I liked video games I had several male students raises their fists in approval and then later ask me what games I played. So later, in my second showing of my crap, for Theater I explained, "So, I use my time wisely by playing a bunch of video games. I play Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy, and even stuff for the XBox 360, like Call of Duty: Modern Warfare." The guy I like, Tyler, smiled and then when "break" came along he asked me what my gamertag was and told me his and was like, "We should team, sometime. Do a little recon against those older losers." And we both sorta laughed.
Ohmigosh he is so cute.

But so is Val, that adorable seventh grader that gets made fun of for his name. He is sooooo cute. And has the coolest shoes, I must say. haha.
And John is hot, too. He looks like Bradley James. Like, seriously.


Anyways, I guess that's it for tonight. I seriously need to go to sleep, or Im gonna be effing tired tomorrow morning. So...goodnight, sleep tight. Dont let the bed bugs eat you in your sleep. :))

First Day of School!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG.

Mood: Ecstatic!
Listening to: An episode of Veronica Mars


So today was my first day of school. I walk in and am told to head to the auditorium. I sit down with a group of people, and am pretty much silent unless talked to. Sean, one of my best friends here, sits down next to me and introduces himself. I return the favor. Then he introduced me to Stephenie.

The three of us are like the three musketers...or maybe something that fits better; Larry, Curly and Mo. Ha.

Well anyways because of Stephenie and Sean I had the best first day of school of all my first days. I'm sooooo not moving back to my mmoms town.

My schedule?

1-Tech App
2-Science
3-American History
4-Pre Algebra
Activity/Lunch
5-Leadership
6-Physical Education
7-Theatre Arts
8-Language Arts and Reading


Unfortunately the only time I ever see Sean is in the Auditorium at the beginning of the day, and lunch. But Stephenie and I hang in L.A. and Reading. There's this guy in my Theatre class who is probably a huge douche but really cute, and he was nice to me...I guess. I walked into the room and he was like "Hey! hey, new girl! Say hi to me, would ya?" And so I said hey. He smiled and all his friends went on to talking but when we went to the Auditorium he kept asking me questions like "What grade are you in? What's your name? Your last name? What class do you have next?" And I figured out his name is Tyler, and he's a pretty good actor for a 13 year old guy.

And then theres another cute guy, who I KNOW is a douche because he made fun of this one Special Ed kid (Even though he's only dyslexic). His name is John. But he looks like Bradley James. Dont know Brad? Look 'em up. It's worth it, trust me.

So Lunch. Yea, it was awesome. Food was nasteh, but my friends are awesome.
Sean sits down and he looks upset so Stephenie asked him what was wrong and he goes "Some idiot asked me if I was bi-sexual." And I wasnt exactly following because I had been thinking about how he probably gets made fun of for hanging out with us girls. But I hadnt put it into consideration he was actually homosexual until he said it himself. And later he asked me, "You dont have a problem with gay people or anal sex or anything do you?" And I shook my head and was like, "I dont care. It's your choice right?" And he laughed and said, "I do. Which is gonna be awkward when my first time comes. 'Cause like...I'll be like 'Uh, what now'." And We just laughed.

Scheduleeee.

Okay, so about thirty minutes ago my dad and I left our house to go to my school and get my schedule and meet all my teachers. Apparently, because I'm new, they havent even printed it out yet. So we asked the VP about it and he was all "Well because she's so new and hasnt signed up for any electives or anything, we might just have to do all that the first day."
Now hold up! Dont get all mad because it sounds like hes being retarded.
You see, the first day of school is what most would call "Orientation". We all meet in the auditorium and discuss schedules and such.
So what I'll be doing is walking into the office at the beginning, signing up for electives, and then going to the auditorium. Yay!

Er, yeah....

And! Cute boys. Lots of 'em.

Also I think with my all cool nonchalant head nod, I think I made a few friends. Haha.

Countdown; 4 days.

So I have four days until school starts and my head hurts.
I can't decide if Im excited or nervous because both feel the same in the pit of my stomach. Tomorrow Im going to a Meet the Teacher orientation thingy.
First day Im wering my Paramore shirt with black skinny jeans and my brand new, untouched, converse. Yesh, that's the life.
-looks around- Wish I had some Dr. Pepper right now...Darn.

Anyways, back to the subject at hand.
School.
School is where drama happens. It's wear teenagers do stupid stuff and say stupid stuff. Make mistakes, start fights. Fail.
It happens, and it sucks.

And I just want to have fun this year, so I'm going to do my best to do so. To just be my colorful self and live life to the fullest while everyone else is all down in the dumps. Haha.
Yay!

Alright, I'm starting to give myself mental peptalks. Not good.
Good night, folks! Love ya!

G'night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs eat you in your sleep. xP

Countdown;; 5 Days.

Ten ways I wanna kill my best friend right now.
I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM, MORON.

Nine chips I've sacrificed to my sister, Goddess of the Munchies.
MINE NOW!

Eight possible outfits to wear the first day of my new life.
ABBEY DAWN OR PARAMORE VINTAGE?? I CANT DECIDE!

Seven ice cubes to keep my koolaid cold.
IT'S STILL LUKE WARM! WAAAAAAH!

Six unreplied to texts from Layne.
LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU'RE ANNOYING!

Five days until the day I die.
SCHOOL.

Four things of mine my sister wants but can't have.
MINE NOW!

Three stores I bought new stuff from.
HOT TOPIC, EARTHBOUND, BOOK MANIACS!

Two friends Im talking too.
MADDIE AND ELISE! WH-HOO!

One reason why I did this all.
IM AWESOME.

I Don't See Your Point

I swear to God if I have to watch another episode of Dora the Explorer, I'm going to kill someone.
But it is always nice to see my sister sing and dance and have a good time when they dance at the end of the show. That's always cute.

So "almost-boyfriend" Layne knocks on my door today. My stepmom answers and he says "Is Britney there?" Well Im over here at the computer not ten feet away, but I have my headphones on and am totally not paying attention. I turn around when my stepmom calls my name loud enough and I know he can see me because I can see him just fine. "What?" I ask. "Layne's here." I stand up and walk outside to talk to him.
He and his friend had apparently rode their bikes all the way from the park which is about a mile from my house all the way here to ask to hang out. And of course, my dad's gonna be home so if I suddenly was gone he'd probably be pissed. And I don't really want to anyways because Im still trying to make things not awkward between us. So I make this excuse, which is actually true: "My granddad is here, and Im supposed to spend time with him." and he's like, "Oh, alright." And leaves with his friend.
And Im like "WTF WAS THAT?!"

But anyways, he's persistent. And it's annoying. But whatever. I just have to limit my talking to him. And I have to make sure to hide when he decides to drop by for a little visit and Laura (stepmom) opens up the door.

I really don't get it. It's not fair that every time a guy falls for me it's either the perverted "girls are only for sex" kinda guy, or the annoying ones that never leave me alone!
Does my forehead have "I like Jerks" tattoed on it to where only males can read it?

Best of luck, right?

Nooooohoooohooooo!
(Im gonna copy my buddeh, Maddie. xDD)

Mood: Tired. Ugh.
Listening to: Younk Folks by Peter Bjorn & John

Well of course every kid is happy about seeing all their friends again when school starts in a week. But I don't have that to look forwards to.
I mean, I really havent been focusing too much on this but right now its bugging me.
I'm almost heading into high school and I know none of these people. And boy will they be surprised when I come sturtting in on he first day with my ninja shirt and yellow pants. And my insanely naturally colored hair (blonde and lighter brown higlights look awesome, btw).

I'll know one person. Layne. My...almost-boyfriend. Yea, he's cute and got a great personality and life. But I just go there, and I just met him.
And I coulnt believe how slutty it was for me to fall for the first guy I met. It's just sleazy.
So I'm kinda going to try to ignore him, you know. See if I can make him just a distant friend rather then a close, almost-boyfriend. That's the least harmful thing I can do at this point.
So I do believe I am getting my schedule this friday then monday its the first day of school! Wh-hoo! I should honestly be more excite but Im just too terrified to make room for the happiness. And I hate that. I hate being scared of every little bad thing that could happen.
I hate being scared of what people will think when I wear those yellow jeans. I hate just not knowing what'll happen.
I just hope it's like I sit down at a desk and someone compliments my hair or my clothes and we get to talking and I sit with them at lunch and we have a lot of classes togehter or something. Because I hate that awkward new student thing.
What thing? The thing where people stare at you, and some of them want to talk to you but they're either afraid of what others will think or they're shy and don't know what to say. And it's like, you get there and for the first few months you arent really important unless your totally drop dead gorgeous or completely and totally rude and then after those first few months you drift and become a part of a clique. And it's wierd because it happens so unwillingly slow that even you don't notice sometimes.
But I don't want that. I don't want to be a loser again. I want to show people what I'm really like. The awesome, nerdy, dorky mass of fun.
But Im too damn shy. Just...urg! I wanna strangle myself sometimes it's so annoying. Like, why can't I just talk for God's sake!

~Britneyy

Friday the Thirteenth.

Friiiiiiiiiiidaaaaaaaaaayyyyy the thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrteenth! Oh, how I looooooove you!
Thirteen has always been my lucky number.
Even I can't believe the irony of it.
And Fridays are just wonderful anyways. Haha.

Going to my moms.
Shopping.
Movies.
Swimming.
Katelyn, my pal.
Britany, my crush.
Roleplaying.
Youtube vid.

There is this beast backpack at Hot Topic. It's got a hood and dinosaur scales on it, its freaking awesome. Haha.

Im finally returning to youtube. I'll make more videos every other weekend up until Christmas then, if I get my netbook, I'll make loads more.

Just an update.!


Yesterday I got my hair cut. WOOH! And then we tried dying it a lighter brown using dark blonde. We didnt keep it in long enough, so only the roots changed. but it looks cool because it fades from the roots down into the darkness of the rest of my brown hair. Ha.
Is all cool though.

Anyways, latuhhhh!

And the fever starts...

Bieber fever, that is.
Normally, I would tell you I hate the guy. But last night I had the strangest dream that I was in this world created by human imagination. And he sat down next to me at a train station, and got to talking. Being my normal self, I said very little.
But some how he managed to...uh, i dont know KISS ME?!?!?!?!? WTH?!?!? Yea, I dont freaking now how that happened, but he did.
And then the dream shifted, like a tv show or something, to the next scene. A boy was trying to escape his own personal hell and he was climbing this rope, and reaching for his friends hand but he slipped and fell. And I knew I didnt want him to die and I remeber changing my mind about how I wanted him to land, so I dreamt a bed was where he was going to fall.
And he didnt die.
It was so weird.
And then my two year old sister grew up and got married to my best friends older brother. And then had three kids just pop up out of nowhere and the view like zoomed out and it looked like a postcard for christmas. And then I looked to my left and Justin was there, but he was older. And he kissed me, and I remember looking down at my left hand.
And the ring.
It was so weird and awkward and I dont plan to dream that again.


Ever.

Walmart.

Walmart is the answer to all things in life.
Need ducktape? Walmart.
Need milk? Walmart.
Nee- Walmart.
Dude, you didnt even let me finish. I was gonna say need a prostitute.
You can get those at walmart too! Theyre located next to the cookie isle.

So today I went on a little trip to Wally-world with the fam. We always walk around the electronics department and look at games and such. But as we crossed the computer isle my father pointed out a shiny little purple netbook and said, "Would you want something liek that for christmas?" I just stared at like I was on crack. It was awesome. So my dad took that as a yes and said, "Well, be lookin' forward to it." And I almost fell over.
Since I was probably seven I have always wanted a laptop, because they are awesome. And I used to have one that was old and a hand-me-down when my mother got herself a brand spankin' new one. And it was great, lasted me a year, and crashed. When it crashed, my heart stopped and I lost everything. It was really depressing to lose some of my writings and stuff.

That was about two years ago. A lot of computer crap has happened since, but now that my parents are allowing me a comp in my room (still technically isnt mine) and I have been totally awesome with it, I guess theyre will to give me enough responsibility as to take care of my own computer. which is awesometastic.

Beastiality!!

But anyways I want to show you guys a pick of the netbook I will be recieving in...four months. But I cant, so...grrr! Which seems like quite a while, but I have schoolt o keep me occupied.

Speaking of, apparently I was wrong? Or my dads friend was wrong?? School starts the twenty-THIRD of this month, and I will be, unfortunately, attending the junior high instead. Which is weird because the website confused me.


But whatever. I dont care.

Anyways, latuhhh!

New Hair.!;;

So a friend from the Tube reminded me of how when I first got my hair cut really short and stupid like how I really wanted it. My hair ended up growing back out and getting really thick again, which is good because if it had gotten like an inch longer I would've kept it like that. But at the time I wasnt really thinking about my hair or anything.
But I want to die my fringe/bangs blonde and the rest of my hair black. Which, I have already gotten the permission of my parents to do so, and now all I have to do is find out EXACTLY how to get it cut like it was.
So I went to the Tube friends channel again and watched a video of hers that said how she told her stylist what she wanted and blah&blah&blah (btw, that took me three times to type that because I kept pputting the the dollar sign because Im so tired I cant think straight) so now I know what I have to do!
Yay! Maybe I'll even post some pics? That would be awesome. Like. Dude, seriously.

And now, I should really go to bed because its 11:05 a.m. and I havent slept since 12:30 yesterday. So maybe I should try to make it a full twentyfour hours and thenn crash??

Sorry about all the typos and crap. Had any trouble reading it or whatever, comment.

Buenos dias, mi amigo!
...
Was that riiiii?

An Idearrr.

So my friend Katelyn and I have decided that when school starts it's going to be a lot harder for us to keep in touch, since I moved. Especially because my school schedule is different from hers and I'm taking a lot of advanced classes and am not sure how much homework and chores will be on my plate when I return home.
Our idea is to simply write in journals. Of course its more complicated then that.
Basically we write in them during class or something, we right our mood and feelings and stuff we're worried about like tests or boys and such. We do that for two weeks and then when I go to my moms every other weekend, we happen to be at the library at the same time and switch journals.
Then this cycle repeats and we both write in each journal until the school year ends. Then we each keep one, and buy new ones to continue the cycle.
It's pretty awesome of an idea, if we do say so ourselves. And we do.

But I was just arguing with my other friend Sarah who is totally pissed that I'm moving away, and then I got worried that I would just lose all my friends and never even think of them again. And Sarah and Katelyn are going to be the only ones who remember me, and in a few years that might not even be true, and I refuse to forget them.
Because friends are supposed to stick together through thick and thin, not try to kill each other and move away and forget.
I mean, what kind of friend ship is that, anyways?

And another thing is that, I know at least SOMEONE has skimmed through my blog. But of course, no followers. I really don't care if you follow me or not, I just have a blog so I can pretend I'm venting to a friend who cares to listen to my yap yap yap about how my life totally sucks one day and is the greatest thing ever the next.
Like I said, I don't care.

But lately that whole re-doing myself and getting a new look and stuff like that has totally failed because we went shopping for school clothes and went to Target (shopping for underwear is terrible with your dad and step mom cracking jokes to embarrass you lol) and Kohl's. At Kohl's, as most know, is the Avril Lavigne Abbey Dawn line. And I LOVE that line. So I pretty much bought one of everything of hers, including a very awesome pair of skinny jeans.
I got some mossimo skinny jeans, pure black, and i LOVE them, too.

And I just got a text from my step mom, Laura, saying "Yea, it is a good song. Oh, by the way, I have a softball game tomorrow, and I'm taking you."
She's at work and we were talking about the song "Glitter in the Air" by P!nk.
Yea, we're awesome like that.

Okay, right now I'm listening to a song called Lithium by Evanescence, and it is AWESOME. I forget how much I loved Amy Lee's voice until a few days ago when I was playing Halo and thought about songs that would've fit the suspense of the battle I was enduring and I thought of this song.
So yea...


Lol, I'm leaving now. Before I type a novel. lol

A Fresh Start?? Please.

So after careful consideration I decided to move in with my beloved father. My mother had it set in her mind that I would return home along with my younger sister and friend later today, but alas she is wrong.
To be honest people keep asking me why, and I really dont know. Like I cant care to admit it to myself or rather I truly dont know. Maybe its a desire to become someone I had the chance to over the summer anyways, but wanted a reallly fresh start.
Maybe its the need to being again, to make new friends. To start over and live a nice, good life with people that care.
Or is it because my mother seems to fail at wanting to be with me at all? I cant set my mind on it.

Im watching Keith, a movie with Jesse McCartney in it, while my friend is asleep on the couch next to me. She passed out an hour or so ago, which is probably good. Its four in the morning here, and Im just bored. Not tired. Not angry or sad. Just bored.

Being the normal epic ninja that I am, I would find something to do, or take apart and reconstruct, usually. But today its to risky because if my parents find me up I will be murdered. Okay, not literally. But skewered with dishwashing and dirty laundry for a month. No fun. At all. Trust me, it sucks.

The movies over! Aw. My back hurts. Maybe I should write for deviant art now. Especially since I told myself thats what I would do. lol, Im so intelligent.

Grounded Girlieee

yeaaa u read right, im grounded. its a bit of a long story, tho, i will tell you the main problemos:
1. i flippin failed reading??!!
2. My (ex (now)) boyfriend asked me what i was wearing.

Jeesh, then yesterday i broke up with him and my friends got all defensive cuz they thought he broke up with me.
it was pretty funny, tho, dont get me wrong.

Altho, im free of groundation starting tomorrow. >.<

Anyway, lately ive been thinking of going all girly and crap, so i would stop getting called goth (IM EMO, MORONS). But than i was watching some Care Bears on Fire music vids and was like "This is the girl i am, the emo, i shouldnt care about others!!"

So ima get my hair cut like Sophie's, from Care Bears, like I wanted to aboutt a month ago.

its really late (rofl 12:33 a.m.), and theres a bunch of older teens outside making noise.
Time to break out the Silly String and water guns!


Laterz, my homies. (i am too white to be talkin all gangsta. lol)

Boys. Suck. At. Life.

WHY ARE THEY SO CONFUSING????
"Can I have your number?" He asked. "Uh, sure," I said, writing down the digits that meant so much on my part to give to him.
He texts me that sunday, and doesnt text me again for two weeks. Finally, today I asked him why he wanted my number an dhe very dumbly said, "Cuz. Idk."
WHAT THE HECK????!?!?? Ugh. Why can't I understand him at all?

But on the other hand I have someone sexually harrasing me. Isnt that WONDERFUL???!!!
NO IT IS NOT!

"Will you do it with me?" He asked. "No," Is what I replied with. "Why?" "Because I am too young, and I dont like you like that."
"Well I thought you liked me and wanted me," He said. "No! I used to, not anymore. I havent since you moved, so leave me alone."

Ugh. I really dont understand any of this. HELP WANTED! Haha, no.

rawrr :3

good evening my lovely readers. you have no idea who i am.
lets start off by saying my name is britney. sometimes i go by britneybusted. i dont really have any nicknames or vital information that you would die without. i dont give that kinda crap out to strangers because thats just dumb.
im not stupid, trust me. you would know if i was stupid. i just type like this without caps because it's way, way faster.
um...how about you get an image of what i look like. i do take pics, but i dont have any good and recent ones to show you. sorry ):
i have black hair thats fading back to brown. its about shoulder length, and my bangs are short and most of the time swept to the side.
i wear skinny jeans all the time. t-shirts are my boyfriends. haha. xD i have been wearing the same pair of checkered vans for the past two years, and they fit like a glove. infact, better.
my eyes are brown with little flecks of green here and there.

i have a few hobbies that sort of make up my life.
roleplaying, gaming, and reading.
i like scary stories. but only the ones that send me to bed watching my back, making sure the killer barbie doll in the trash doesnt try to kill me.
i like legend of zelda because link is smexy, and i lurve him forevers.
i cant stand watching scary movies because they're so predictible.

i hate stupid people, they make my brain hurt.

i love me some jacob black, but i dont like anything else to do with twilight.
paramore is the greatest band ever, i lurve them all.

cats are lazy in my lap, and claw at my arms while i try to cuddle with them. but i love them, so BA-HUM-BUG!
haha. anyways, i guess thats all for my first blog ever.
i guess i did okay for the first one....xD