A Fresh Start?? Please.

So after careful consideration I decided to move in with my beloved father. My mother had it set in her mind that I would return home along with my younger sister and friend later today, but alas she is wrong.
To be honest people keep asking me why, and I really dont know. Like I cant care to admit it to myself or rather I truly dont know. Maybe its a desire to become someone I had the chance to over the summer anyways, but wanted a reallly fresh start.
Maybe its the need to being again, to make new friends. To start over and live a nice, good life with people that care.
Or is it because my mother seems to fail at wanting to be with me at all? I cant set my mind on it.

Im watching Keith, a movie with Jesse McCartney in it, while my friend is asleep on the couch next to me. She passed out an hour or so ago, which is probably good. Its four in the morning here, and Im just bored. Not tired. Not angry or sad. Just bored.

Being the normal epic ninja that I am, I would find something to do, or take apart and reconstruct, usually. But today its to risky because if my parents find me up I will be murdered. Okay, not literally. But skewered with dishwashing and dirty laundry for a month. No fun. At all. Trust me, it sucks.

The movies over! Aw. My back hurts. Maybe I should write for deviant art now. Especially since I told myself thats what I would do. lol, Im so intelligent.

Grounded Girlieee

yeaaa u read right, im grounded. its a bit of a long story, tho, i will tell you the main problemos:
1. i flippin failed reading??!!
2. My (ex (now)) boyfriend asked me what i was wearing.

Jeesh, then yesterday i broke up with him and my friends got all defensive cuz they thought he broke up with me.
it was pretty funny, tho, dont get me wrong.

Altho, im free of groundation starting tomorrow. >.<

Anyway, lately ive been thinking of going all girly and crap, so i would stop getting called goth (IM EMO, MORONS). But than i was watching some Care Bears on Fire music vids and was like "This is the girl i am, the emo, i shouldnt care about others!!"

So ima get my hair cut like Sophie's, from Care Bears, like I wanted to aboutt a month ago.

its really late (rofl 12:33 a.m.), and theres a bunch of older teens outside making noise.
Time to break out the Silly String and water guns!


Laterz, my homies. (i am too white to be talkin all gangsta. lol)

Boys. Suck. At. Life.

WHY ARE THEY SO CONFUSING????
"Can I have your number?" He asked. "Uh, sure," I said, writing down the digits that meant so much on my part to give to him.
He texts me that sunday, and doesnt text me again for two weeks. Finally, today I asked him why he wanted my number an dhe very dumbly said, "Cuz. Idk."
WHAT THE HECK????!?!?? Ugh. Why can't I understand him at all?

But on the other hand I have someone sexually harrasing me. Isnt that WONDERFUL???!!!
NO IT IS NOT!

"Will you do it with me?" He asked. "No," Is what I replied with. "Why?" "Because I am too young, and I dont like you like that."
"Well I thought you liked me and wanted me," He said. "No! I used to, not anymore. I havent since you moved, so leave me alone."

Ugh. I really dont understand any of this. HELP WANTED! Haha, no.

rawrr :3

good evening my lovely readers. you have no idea who i am.
lets start off by saying my name is britney. sometimes i go by britneybusted. i dont really have any nicknames or vital information that you would die without. i dont give that kinda crap out to strangers because thats just dumb.
im not stupid, trust me. you would know if i was stupid. i just type like this without caps because it's way, way faster.
um...how about you get an image of what i look like. i do take pics, but i dont have any good and recent ones to show you. sorry ):
i have black hair thats fading back to brown. its about shoulder length, and my bangs are short and most of the time swept to the side.
i wear skinny jeans all the time. t-shirts are my boyfriends. haha. xD i have been wearing the same pair of checkered vans for the past two years, and they fit like a glove. infact, better.
my eyes are brown with little flecks of green here and there.

i have a few hobbies that sort of make up my life.
roleplaying, gaming, and reading.
i like scary stories. but only the ones that send me to bed watching my back, making sure the killer barbie doll in the trash doesnt try to kill me.
i like legend of zelda because link is smexy, and i lurve him forevers.
i cant stand watching scary movies because they're so predictible.

i hate stupid people, they make my brain hurt.

i love me some jacob black, but i dont like anything else to do with twilight.
paramore is the greatest band ever, i lurve them all.

cats are lazy in my lap, and claw at my arms while i try to cuddle with them. but i love them, so BA-HUM-BUG!
haha. anyways, i guess thats all for my first blog ever.
i guess i did okay for the first one....xD